School is finally in full swing here in Malishka. Apparently
though, the schedule could still potentially change up until September 15th.
There is a lot about my day-to-day life that reminds me of being in college
(minus my extra curricular activities).
For instances, on Thursdays I don’t have class and my schedule is
different everyday. Sometimes, I have a 3 hour break in between classes and if
I don’t have a class until 3rd period, I arrive for 3rd
period. At the moment, my busiest day is Monday, when I have five classes.
Luckily though, on that day, I do not also have my least preferably behaved
class.
At the moment I am teaching 3rd-12th
grade, with the exceptions of the 4th,7th, and 9th grades.
My school was recently renovated and does not have the same broken down old-soviet-times feel as that of other schools I have visited. The view of the
mountains in some classrooms is just breathtaking. Interestingly enough, I have
yet to catch any of my students (okay – maybe the 5th graders)
staring out the window daydreaming. I remember getting lost in the beauty of
the field hockey field day after day in my high school.
Being on the other side of the classroom has opened my eyes
to my not-so-awesome behavior back in the dizzle. I had the tendency to
vacillating between daydreaming, messing around with peers and actively
participating in class. I guess I thought, because I did well and was (mostly)
prepared for class, that I could get away with the bullshit. Well, I know now,
that it doesn’t make a difference. No matter how well a student does, being
disruptive in the classroom is THE most frustrating thing on the planet. It’s
even more frustrating when you realize that you have no power or authority to
control the behavior.
Just a glimpse of some of the ridiculous shit I would pull
in high school: In 9th or 10th grade I had this history
teacher whom had travelled the world and taken a lot of photographs. Her
lessons consisted of 5 page outlines and a slideshow. It bored the shit out of
me, so I employed my friend that sat behind me to play with my hair for the
hour. I would actually lay my head backwards and take a nap during this woman’s
class. It happened nearly every class and for some reason she left it fly. One
day we had a substitute, so I went about my business and I remember this guy
being so annoyed; especially since I acted like it was my god given right to
have my hair played with during that hour. Jesus…
Anyway, in my village’s school there are a lot of
grandmother-grandchild, parent–child relations. As you can imagine, it doesn’t
help the behavioral problems. It is also very uncommon to fail a student, or
for a student to repeat a grade. I am not positive, but I doubt that there is
one person in that school not heavily interwoven within the fabric of the
community. It would shame a family if a student was to fail, and it would hurt
the relationship if a teacher failed a student. The students are obviously
aware of this and, aware of the fact that at the end of the day, they truly can
treat me however they want and it will not affect the outcome of their grades. It's something that I am trying to figure out... and will later become a talking point in interviews.
Next week my program manager is coming for a visit and I look forward to discussing some frustrations with her. In the meantime, I continue my routines of writing, yoga and running (though it's been more difficult to center around the school schedule). I will start up my clubs in October and am looking forward to the Wine Festival in three weeks or so.
Weekly quote: "You let her eat our cookies, THE COOKIES?!?!" - Yours Truly
Weekly quote: "You let her eat our cookies, THE COOKIES?!?!" - Yours Truly
Well , Well , Well ...... What goes around comes around ! Life is funny isn't it. Glad to see you recognize it. Love Ya ,XOXOXO Mom
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